My hate is (wrong but) justifiable!!!!

(I do know hate is self harm, but i'm under too much stress and have nowhere else to go live.)

There is no rest, no peace, no quietness, no morality, no respect, no decency, no thinking, no help, nothing pleasant about "my family", (and not just here but with people in general as well i might add) not 10 years ago, not 5 years ago, not last year, not last month, not last week, not yesterday, not today, and i'm sure without it even happening yet that there won't be any tomorrow, or the day after, or the month, after that, or the year after that, there won't be ANY improvement because like the VAST majority of "humans" "my family" is DEAD as well!!!
But this doesn't come out of nowhere, the THOUSANDS of horrible experiences i've had both with "family" and people in general make me feel nothing but despise and hate for "them".
The things that happen in this house alone are 100 times enough to make anyone hate having a "family", so much that if i'm still alive when they all die, or if the "family" that lives outside my house dies, i will absolutely not feel any kind of even the slightest bit of sadness for any of them, my face will not change!!
Those who talk so highly about family don't know what domestic VIOLENCE is! They were not born with the extreme bad luck that me and other unfortunate individuals were born into.
And yes, i can write all of this and even more if i want to, because the hate i am feeling, it is ABSOLUTELY JUSTIFIABLE, and since i have not one person to help me get out of here, i have to isolate myself like i don't even belong in this world, just because the alternative is unbearable.
Family? What family? Humans? Oh, those who live in ignorance like animals? In general, humans are worse than animals because they know the difference between good and evil, yet they choose to live like slaves hurting themselves and others while belonging to this world more and more, engorging themselves with satanism, they live in hell and they adore it, and that's why i say they're dead, because they don't know and don't care. The biggest sin anyone can commit is having a baby!