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04 setembro 2021

Between Body and Mind

 


This time I write it. 

It was late, I was in bed trying to sleep, my bedroom completely dark, my eyes closed, I turned my body to the left, some time after that a circular opening grew in the middle of the darkness, large enough, and there was something on the other side. It wasn't much of a tunnel, and I never saw my body, yet I was taken to the other side like something grabbed my head or vision and there was no other choice but to experience this. On the other side there was a room, wasn't big, didn't look modern, don't remember any windows, looked maybe rounded at the back, or there was something there, it was some sort of dirty white or very light brown, can't remember the ground, there was a surface similar to a table, or it might have been elevated ground with a table behind it and then the wall with some space in between, but I never saw the left or right or behind me, I was close and above that flat surface or table, and on it there were papers, 2 or 3 stacks of papers but not too many, and maybe a large paper in the middle or a few. Then my face was placed closer and inclined to the center of the flat surface, and a paper was placed in front of me, it was too close, I could only move my eyes, it had long lines and shapes on it, like a mostly flat elongated different sized triangle or curved lines growing smaller and longer on the right side, with something under it, or could have been some words under, it happened too fast and was too close, then papers started being lifted and some would stop in front of my face, nothing was holding them, always too close, in control of my eyes only also remember papers being lifted from those 2 or 3 stacks at an alarming rate, they were being lifted on their own and like, disappearing, some more flashing or stopping in front of me, but I can't possibly remember what was written or drawn on them, it happened fast. The feeling I had while all this was happening was very clear, I was somehow taken and forced to experience this, it came to me, I didn't do it, but there was never a bad feeling, it felt very unique. After the papers were all lifted and disappeared or stopped moving, I was facing forward looking at the room again close to the table, then I was pulled back through the short wide enough tunnel in the middle of the darkness, then I was outside of it again, the circular opening closed and there was only darkness again, soon after I opened my eyes, my bedroom was completely dark, and nothing had changed, the end.

This unique experience felt like it lasted 25 or 30 seconds only, but even if it was the most realistic experience I ever had with my eyes closed, it feels details are missing, or was it too fast for me to notice what I was looking at? I'll probably never know, but I'd like to.

On other occasions it was something else I saw, but never this realistic, and this was an incredibly rare thing that happened to me. But these experiences are barely more than 1, and go away quick. When I close my eyes and try to imagine something in great detail, it vanishes after a while, this experience was vastly superior like nothing else I can remember. Other experiences were forgotten because I didn't feel the need to write them, but still, this one was the best. I am absolutely certain it wasn't my imagination, or a dream, absolutely certain, I wasn't doing anything but trying to sleep thinking of nothing, when this experience came to me.

The gif image above the text, is similar to the tunnel that opened in front of my head or vision, when this experience happened, but the real one felt a bit wider and there were no lines or movement I can remember.

Makes me wonder how much of a connection is possible to establish with the mind, what it really is, and how can I connect to it, while I believe there's the possibility of connecting to the mind in an almost unbelievable way, to see and discover beyond that which the common daily human sensorial experiences limit me to, I don't know how. This really isn't something coherent enough to properly write about. 

I only wrote this experience because it was something unique, and a mystery as to what it really was, after searching the internet, only found 1 other person with a similar experience, many years ago.


11 agosto 2014

Initiation into the Mysteries




(nothing man or woman can do will ever be perfect)




How do you talk to someone about something so extremely important, but that you cannot fully explain? Something that is above, beyond and superior to anything and everything that anyone may know, understand, care about, believe in, do, say, write, wish, imagine or experience in any other possible way, as a human, in this place?

I face such a dilemma sometimes, and personally every day.

But this is not about me, what this is all about does not belong to me, knowledge is property of none, it is always passed on, so was mine, from people, books, nature, animals, intuition, other senses, also tools used commonly for perverse reasons, such as the internet and television, or any other possible interaction with anything that exists in this place, and in the mind.

Ignorance abounds, billions of lost souls now wander this, "material world", without self control, swimming through illusions, acting in fear, being programed unconsciously, living in the world that is created for them, and i do not see a development in Consciousness coming sooner or later, but instead fading away, the more individuals become just another one in another group which seeks to make them all the same dumbed down version of themselves and keep them not knowing, and more importantly, not caring...

The sea of unnecessary problems, this civilization as a whole suffers from every day,  can be diminished and corrected, starting with simple and necessary questions that will alter their current state of development, no matter who, when, why, what, where, or how, these questions must be asked by everyone who eventualy is lowered into this place.

Who Am I ?
What Am I ?
Where Am I ?

Those are the single most important questions you should ask yourself, and dedicate your time to search for the answers, untill you leave your current body, and hopefully, not have do it all over again from where you were at before you failed, if that is indeed a fact.

You certainly know many things, and believe in many others, your experiences made you the person you are now, as did your environment, family, friends, etc. The conditions you live in were already in place before you came here and you adapted to them, even if unconsciously, they were created by those who desire to keep you in ignorance, and through your limited understanding, make you willfully consent and allow, even ask, for their control over you, and that justifies their existance.

People often have problems of different types, some appear as if out of nothing, others manifest when certain conditions are present, some last months, years, or even for a whole human life time. Usually an individual blames another, or a group, even something that does not exist, as the responsible for their suffering, when in reality, there is only one person that causes their problems, and you can find that responsible one, by simply looking into a mirror.

Yes, that's it, you are the one responsible, you have the authority, you have the sovereignty, you have to take action, you have to solve your problems, and only you can do it.

You have Free Will, and therefore make your own choices, being responsible for them, be them moral, correct, positive, "true good", or not.

If you are walking on a street, and a person for some reason says "you idiot, get out of my way", it is not your problem, it is their problem. The act of a person externalizing their problem into another or something, attempting to pass on responsibility for what is wrong with them, is never a problem of it's target, but of the individual from which it was initiated and in fact came from.

Do not be mad at the wrong individual.

Others are not to blame for your problems, you are. By saying you have a problem of any sort, you are it's source, and none other can be blamed for it, but as we know, many people don't understand this and assume responsibility for other people's problems, which cannot and should not be given away.

Responsibility.

You should never give responsibility away, but you do it every day, and one of the easiest examples is through the use of money. Money does not exist, it is a fabrication of the human mind for the sole purpose of controlling your life. Banks "create" it out of nothing in computers and lend what they don't have, the individuals become slaves to a debt created from money that never existed, and never will, making it impossible to pay back, for it's only reason it to limit, not allow.

People give themselves, their bodies, and their time, for nothing! Money does not exist! It is make-believe! If you can ever see the illusion, and what people are trully doing every day to themselves and others, you will get so sick and suffer so much you will be shocked in disbelief!

But that's not all it serves for, money is used to give your responsibility away, you are hungry, you don't want to have to grow, tend, pick, cook, protect, keep, spend your time, taking care of having food to eat, so you give money to someone else to get the food you want or is available, to you. Anything else you don't want to be responsible for doing, you give money to another person, for that person to do it for you.

That is giving away your responsibility, and it should never be done, nobody should give away their responsibility, because that creates a slave-master relationship, or dependancy, and keeps your personal development at a basic level, so you will never even understand that you are a slave, even less start the hard work that is achieving freedom.

I won't even write about goverment, religion, sex, or other such abominations of mind control and slavery, or i'd have to add 500 lines more to this text.

Everyone i know and see is born into a system of control, they are told what to do, how to behave, what to say, who to obey, and they don't even realize it at the basic level. An example of how it works is school. In a school they tell you how it is, instead of you go search for It, so it's the opposite of what you should be doing. People don't even know this! Children are sent to schools by parents who do not want to assume responsability to raise their own children, teach them a correct way of living, take care of them, keep them safe from harm, know who they are, spend time with them, help them with the hardships of human life, answer their questions, and so on, either because they don't understand what they are doing wrong, and so that you know, what you don't understand or ignore still affects you, or because they feel they have to use their time to serve some other purpose that is not their own, liking it or not, which is obvious that if you are doing something that causes you suffering in any way, you should stop doing it, because it's obviously working aggainst you, and that applies at different levels of reality and understanding.

You learn nothing good for you in schools, unless it's practical, and even that  is what they want you to know so it may work against you, the more years you spend there. Sounds contradicting, but it is simply explained. In school, you are given different information about different aspects of life, and you are told to believe that what was chosen by people you don't know, for reasons you don't understand, about subjects you never asked for, are for your own development, your own "good", that you need them and everyone has to do the same they're told, or suffer consequences of disobeying, going against "teacher's" will, grown ups will, "adult's" will. You learn how to be a slave to the system in school.

Indoctrination.

You do not learn, you memorize. You eat as much information as you can, and then regurgitate it back when asked, commanded, as well as during exams. The more you remember, the more pleased the "teacher" and other indoctrinated "adults" who support the school system will be, rewarding you with something you don't need, like praise, fame, money, envy, "material objects", etc, leading you into believing that you did something right, when you did something wrong.

You can see it at work in many different ways, through many different systems of control and make-believe.

It is mind control. One of the most abundant and enforced examples of mind control that exists, and for being so obvious and manipulative, few ever even notice it. Schools indoctrinate children, and anyone else who might frequent such institutions, by telling them that what they are there to learn is not only necessary, but true, reality, how everything works, what they should believe in, and make them become one of them, through their own perversions, maintaining the system, making people accept it, to the point of attacking those who do not want to be indoctrinated. Those who are at the top of the "social pyramid", have the desire to allow the people to know or believe in what they choose for them, and lead them away from Truth, with capital T, the real Truth, that exists since the Beginning, that is present everywhere, at everytime, all around you, wanting to be known by you, It cannot be hidden or contained, and i can tell you, that It Exists, and It Is the same for everyone.

Truth.

But don't believe what i write, or what anyone else writes or says, unless you can verify it through your own research. If you decide to be like the vast majority of lost souls wandering this place, not knowing what their duty is, and not wanting to develop True Care, then do as you will, and accept the consequences, either you are aware, understand or ignore them, there are always consequences. If you have the ability to state the obvious, you'll know what i mean.

As i was writing, schools are such an unbelievably horrible place to send your children, that if i had any, i would not, i repeat, not send my children to a school, or let them be vaccinated, or let them consume "fake food", processed "foods", artificial "foods", which are poison, and not natural, created to lower your quality of life, to make you feel bad, make you sick, limit your personal development, become easier to manipulate. Doing a very serious research about those subjects and others you should know about is to be done before even having children, their lives should be prepared with anticipation, because babies are not tools to satisfy you, for whatever reason you may have, and you are most important to them  until they reach 6 years old or so, so those young years are the ones when you can do the most "good" for them.

I advise you not to let anyone interfere in your will, if you are serving the Higher Will, not through peer pressure, not through the fear of their own ignorance, not for threats of violence of any kind, which is an abomination to even think about, comiting an act of violence, be it against the self, or another, which would also be hurting the Self, unlike the vast majority believes.

If people used some of their given time, to stop and think, avoid the Cause so that they don't have to suffer the Effect, life would become easier to manage, and it would help to find the correct path.

This should be enough, many important and interesting subjects were left out of this long text, but since it's my first time writing something like this, this long, i think it's plenty and more, for the uninitiated.

Do your own research, into anything you desire to know, you will need it while you're here, and you'll need it when your time comes.