(i deleted around 20 of my publications and some of my Youtube videos, because they talked about way too much pain and suffering and were very unpleasant and useless, apparently. I do miss them somewhat, because they did explain almost my entire life and who i am and what happened and why i want to leave this world and never come back, a.s.a.p.. Now i wish i hadn't deleted them, but they wouldn't bring me love anyway. Nevermind.)
So, today, April 23rd, 09:30 in the morning, is my Birthday!
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| I actually don't celebrate anything, i don't even have a friend to be with and feel, something... anything... good!? |
I really don't feel any better today than any other day, i haven't been to any birthday party in more than 9 years, including my own, i wouldn't even be able to feel anything good if i tried to because i have nothing to compare it with, and, what am i talking about anyway?
Well, at least this year i get to enjoy a small part of the day during my daily trip to the Gym, the bus ride, walking through the city, getting there, doing my training, i feel much better there, since it's located in a very nice place, Praia da Rocha, and despite not walking up to where these pictures show, it's close enough.
