Satanism

Satanism is to go against the will of the Creator, put simple, i never read the Bible but i won't explain myself either.
I used to believe it was what i wrote below, but as it includes satanism, it's not the meaning of it.
"Me. Me. Me!
How can i pleasure myself even more?
How can i imprison myself to this body and this world even more?
How can i hurt myself and hate myself and others even more?
How can i ignore Truth even more, oh how, please someone tell me how to live my life to the fullest and become completely human to the death, and be born to ignorance and suffering again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again.
I want nothing more than to live forever in a hurricane of orgasms and bliss, oh please, fill me up, i don't want to care about anything or anyone anymore.
Please. I'll do anything. ANYTHING!"