"After i lost my will to live 4 years ago, the food doesn't taste the same, the air is always heavy, the body is always tired, and the mind just won't turn the f#ck off and let me rest for 1 single day, so everything i do is a chore, everything fails, everything is difficult, i can't stand being constantly forced to do something i know in advance will end up hurting me, or just to stay alive, and to make it much worse, loneliness, depression, and trauma make sure i can only handle my miserable life by being isolated at home!"
