Day of the Week and its Planet - 6 - Friday - Venus

"Being threatened, hated, abused, ignored, degraded, and blamed for problems i did not create, by the people who live in the same house i do, or people who don't even know who i am, feeling stress and anxiety and discomfort basically every day, and having nowhere else to go live to, no support, and no help from anyone, how am i supposed to make my life better and stop suffering?"

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 5 - Thursday - Jupiter

"After i lost my will to live 4 years ago, the food doesn't taste the same, the air is always heavy, the body is always tired, and the mind just won't turn the f#ck off and let me rest for 1 single day, so everything i do is a chore, everything fails, everything is difficult, i can't stand being constantly forced to do something i know in advance will end up hurting me, or just to stay alive, and to make it much worse, loneliness, depression, and trauma make sure i can only handle my miserable life by being isolated at home!"

 

 

I need Love too!

"Humm... i adore the warmth of your body!"

I need constant communication.
I want to be with someone all the time.
I want to know that someone is listening to me.
Being ignored hurts so bad.

I don't want to be alone anymore!

I want to be together, feel her warmth, eat with her, cuddle, hug, hold hands, kiss, fall asleep next to her, and all those things i never had, and still don't even understand what it is or how it feels like!
It hurts that no one has time for me, and i always have time, and yet, i always end up being alone.
I get sad.
So sad...
I want someone to be with me as much as possible.
Alone, all i feel is pain, and i always end up hurting myself…

If, i could choose?

I would choose to live with people who do not want to hurt me!

 I would want to have my own privacy!

 I would want to live a healthy and safe life!

I would want to be "loved" and i would "love" back 3 times more!

But that would be only if, i could choose...