There is a lack of Understanding

 

This is NOT, what it looks like, to the vast majority of individuals.

'Oh, if only things were that simple...'

 

Don't believe what people tell you, it's a trap! Reading, listening, seeing, feeling, smelling, tasting, thinking, is not believing, it's not Truth. Be very careful! Look up, look inside, be alone, look at sunlight in the palm of your hand, become aware, don't fear, develop courage, understand morality. Search for Truth for yourself.



If i learned one thing from this human life, it was how harsh this place is.



Develop True Care

Let's say that i was living in so much suffering that i tried to get out of my body and failed, and that after that i wanted to know Why i was still alive if i had no reason to. Over the years, i became so aware of both mine and other people's suffering, that it ended up consuming me, much more than it did before then, so i asked myself questions and searched for answers so deep it hurts to deal with It(Truth). I didn't find exactly what i wanted during my (never ending)research, i ended up discovering other things instead, and then i found that which Is Superior to everything and everyone, and then, Apocalypse, and after, It, and with It, i gained (the 2nd[of 3] level of)Understanding, and awareness of the Mysteries. Nothing was the same anymore... Despite being too much for me to deal with It correctly as i am now in life(misery), i wanted more. So, for a long time i searched for a way to discover Truth, understand It, and share It, to help stop the suffering of everyone in the world, help them find the answers to their questions, understand them, and apply them in their lives for them to do, in a moral, correct, and right fashion, what they are here to do. But i found out i can't do "it", sorry. I didn't realize what i wanted to do was impossible, for a human, and that it had already been done, long, long ago. I didn't Understand how this place works.

The "find video on Youtube" could not find it, so i had to cut it to upload it.



Don't believe what people tell you, it's a trap! Reading, listening, seeing, feeling, smelling, tasting, thinking, is not believing, it's not Truth. Be very careful! Look up, look inside, be alone, look at sunlight in the palm of your hand, become aware, don't fear, develop courage, understand morality. Search for Truth for yourself.

Watch the videos again, i know you didn't understand, and don't bother asking questions to anyone other than yourself.

Day of the Week and its Planet - 4 - Wednesday - Mercury

"I truly care and i try hard, but Life always ends up making me realize i am cursed to be alone forever, because if i don't initiate a conversation then not even one person ever talks to me or remembers me, and i always end up being forgotten or abandoned once i stop giving attention, so i feel no joy in being alive, no happiness, no good feelings, receive nothing good from anyone, can't even accept them anymore, have no will to try again, don't know what to do anymore, all i keep seeing in my future is a slow, miserable, and painful death, which i never wanted, and what did i do to deserve it?"

 

 

 

After waking up from a repeated nightmare...

(i, most probably, am not the type of person, to be attempting, something like "this", it's strange even to me, but it serves it's purpose, even if it's just on a small scale)

There is such a lack of care, in the individuals of the human race, it makes me physically and mentally sick!

Humans have Free Will, unlike others living beings who inhabit this planet, because the purpose why they were sent here, lowered into this place, not from above, but from "higher", and it's not my Duty to explain what that means, it's yours to find out, involves having to make the ultimate conscious decision, and walk that straight line, untill their time here is over, without deviating from it, it's something that must be deserved, it's the hardest work, the most difficult thing a human must do, or fail, and so that you know there are no valid excuses, because no excuse can undo what has been done, or they as individuals will simply and harshly have to suffer the consequences of going aggainst Natural Law, Truth, and the Will of The Superior One, eventually, which is an abomination to even suggest, yet i should know better, but can't stop myself from commiting errors, and suffer the harsh consequences.

"The word "god", is a corrupt term, it would imply that you as a human would have control over the invocated higher being. I would say do not use it, but it is your own choice with consequences."

"Accept no intervention between you and the divine."

"The One has many manifestations, emanations, characteristics, which are present on a hierarchy of beings with different workings but working together. All are incorporeal, immaterial, altough some may operate bodies in a fashion different to ours, some by lowering their frequency which is actually emanating a form from themselves, may appear in the material world. All are praised for they are the One who creates the True Good and they direct theirs to the One too."

"People worship some humans as "gods", be it "prophets", "celebrity", sportsmen, politicians, authors, etc, which is an abomination."

"Before accepting a certain knowledge, you have to investigate where it comes from. Some things you should consider are, where the "knowledge" comes from, when it was released, how it became, and by whose hands, more importantly, who controlled those hands documenting it. I am writing this with the best of intentions, investigate the roots of your "knowledge", and see for yourself, it is for your own "good". Knowledge does not just appear out of nothing, it is passed on, always, there are no exceptions."

It makes me more sad, to even write this little, because nobody will even care. I am tired of experiencing personally how people do not know and do not care, even for themselves. People will do anything to stop them from facing themselves. It only makes this more difficult, so unbelievably painfull, and much longer than it needs to be.

I keep looking through the window, into the material world outside, full of distractions, trying to see what is right in front of me, everywhere, but covered by a veil of mystery, after so long, i still cannot see the "bigger picture". What am i missing? How can i know the proper rituals to make me aware of what this place trully is?

This as a whole, makes not much sense, because it is connected to, "something else". Lack of sleep and fatigue do that.

But hey, i'm trying to make you be more aware and ask questions, do your own research, that will lead you to what you, and only you, can, and must do. I can't hand out everything like if it's pizza on a platter. (i don't know that much anyway, just enough)