Day of the Week and its Planet - 7 - Saturday - Saturn (end)

"Suffering is the result of going against the Will of the Superior One, it's there to let you know you are wrong, it's a straight line, like Truth, which cannot be created or destroyed, and is that which Is, and the higher your frequency is, more frequently you will make contact with it."

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 6 - Friday - Venus

"Being threatened, hated, abused, ignored, degraded, and blamed for problems i did not create, by the people who live in the same house i do, or people who don't even know who i am, feeling stress and anxiety and discomfort basically every day, and having nowhere else to go live to, no support, and no help from anyone, how am i supposed to make my life better and stop suffering?"

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 5 - Thursday - Jupiter

"After i lost my will to live 4 years ago, the food doesn't taste the same, the air is always heavy, the body is always tired, and the mind just won't turn the f#ck off and let me rest for 1 single day, so everything i do is a chore, everything fails, everything is difficult, i can't stand being constantly forced to do something i know in advance will end up hurting me, or just to stay alive, and to make it much worse, loneliness, depression, and trauma make sure i can only handle my miserable life by being isolated at home!"

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 4 - Wednesday - Mercury

"I truly care and i try hard, but Life always ends up making me realize i am cursed to be alone forever, because if i don't initiate a conversation then not even one person ever talks to me or remembers me, and i always end up being forgotten or abandoned once i stop giving attention, so i feel no joy in being alive, no happiness, no good feelings, receive nothing good from anyone, can't even accept them anymore, have no will to try again, don't know what to do anymore, all i keep seeing in my future is a slow, miserable, and painful death, which i never wanted, and what did i do to deserve it?"

 

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 3 - Tuesday - Mars

"I only hurt myself because i am always alone, but if i deserved to be loved and cared by the woman i love even half as much as i love and care about her, the majority of my problems would be solved, my suffering would stop, and my life would be a living dream come true i can barely imagine."

 

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 2 - Monday - Moon

"I feel my head heavy, but it's more than physical, i feel a mental block, a source of agony, that makes me numb, stops my thought, takes away my vitality, and my will to live."

 

 

Day of the Week and its Planet - 1 - Sunday - Sun (the only exception)

"The best help anyone can give me, is to help me get out of this damned accursed hateful house, FOREVER!!!"

 

 

 

I need Love too!

"Humm... i adore the warmth of your body!"

I need constant communication.
I want to be with someone all the time.
I want to know that someone is listening to me.
Being ignored hurts so bad.

I don't want to be alone anymore!

I want to be together, feel her warmth, eat with her, cuddle, hug, hold hands, kiss, fall asleep next to her, and all those things i never had, and still don't even understand what it is or how it feels like!
It hurts that no one has time for me, and i always have time, and yet, i always end up being alone.
I get sad.
So sad...
I want someone to be with me as much as possible.
Alone, all i feel is pain, and i always end up hurting myself…